Friday, December 14, 2007, 11:44 PM
today is a bad bad day for me...seriously hate it ! hate everything, hate myself..argh.
ok i shall start wif that i met the person who is goin to sell me the bike kawa kips tis morning..we met at my hse downstairs...have a look at the bike..not too bad..btr den i thought at least...but met wif some problems la..so i cant able to own it asap...the problem is that if i pay full cash, i need to pay 3.8k straight..and i realised that my bank money is getting lesser la, 3.8k shldnt be a problem to me last time...but now..haiz...ok, so if i dun pay straight..i will need to pay a rougly 1k downpayment 1st..den every month i need to pay 116 for 2 yrs...actualli i can afford that..but here comes the problem..if i need to pay downpayment, i need a guarantor who is 21 yrs old n above..haiz....who can i find? i can totalli 4get abt my parents..
in conclusion, i realli wanna to own the bike asap la..but i cant! the choices i have are only..either i lend around 2k from someone..or i find someone who is 21 yrs old n above to be my guarantor..haiz one of the problems that make me so moody today..
anw, met jt n cj after that at kovan to have our lunch...den went vivo to meet wif zy n his gf..and so we proceed to sentosa's palawan beach....
win le lor..2 couples there...im like being so xtra la..haiz..den somemore today wadever i play today oso kinda screwed up..be it volleyball, soccer or frisbe...and guess wad..i tried to " act smart" and pump the ball high up in the air and it happened to stuck at the tree's branch where it is so damn high la..so jt, zy and i spent so much time trying to find things to throw up and try hit the ball down and i realli mean alot of time, like around at least 30mins ? ...ok, so after so much attempts..the ball finally got down wif the help of zy n jt...i feel so guilty la, not my ball oso..den i hit it n get stuck up in the tree, still need them to help it to get down..
haiz..today's sentosa trip is a bad n not enjoyable one for me la..go there be xtra between the 2 pair of couples only...den no mood to play all the games oso and got everything screwed up...damn! wth is wrong wif me ?!
anw, we went to catch a movie after sentosa...watched "the warlords" hmm..i mus say the story is rather confusing..but overall not bad la...den after that zy n his gf go off 1st..and jt,cj and i took train back to kovan to have our dinner and took bus home....
im seriously so hate today la, hate myself, hate everything! i cant able to get my bike asap when i am so close to it...den go sentosa screwed up everything..im so damn moody today la..argh! u guys noe abt the 5Cs thingy abt a guy? seriously i have nth that is similar to it la ! i feel like such a failure..haiz.
NO MONEY, NO BIKE, NO GF !!
